Kundalini
raising that occurs prior to adequate purification and spiritual awareness
is considered premature, producing many different symptoms. In addition
to short periods of intensified awareness and states of paradise or
enlightenment, there may be times of extreme dreariness or gloominess,
unpredictable behaviour, unexplainable illness, loss of or poor memory,
feelings of stupefaction with oneself, friends, work or the world in
general. If the liver is affected, the skin may take on a yellowish
colour, a roughly dirty look, due to the release of negativity; or some
areas of the body may take on a reddish or bluish cast. There may be
other shadings relating to energy concentrations of different vibrational
rates. (Each vibrational rate has its own color.) A person may look
old, tired, or ill but a few hours later, looks younger and full of
vivacity, or the reverse. Another symptom of premature Kundalini raising
is a blackish look to the nails of the big toes due to activated reflexes
in the bog toes that relate to the pineal gland.
At
times there may be a fluttering feeling as the muscles relax and release
more energy into the nerve endings. There may be an internal illness
or pressure, a wanting to `vomit` out anything in order to eject the
extra energy. There may be nosebleeds. Kundalini in its stronger states
can tear human tissue. There may also be involuntary movements or shaking
of the body; illness may develop from Kundalini cleansings, many times
remedied simply by changing the energy patterns. A warning is however
given, to consult a doctor when changing the patterns does not help;
when a problem appears to be medical, there should not be further hesitation
to seek medical assistance. Symptoms are dissimilar in each individual
because each person has blocks, or energy concentrations, in diverse
areas. It is very difficult to know just how a particular person will
react. One may compare the Kundalini, when a huge number of waves are
released all at once, to a garden hose turned on full force- if the
spine is clear and straight, the force flows through to the top of the
head unhampered; if distorted, or bent in some fashion, the free flow
is stopped or hampered and the energy goes into the nearest area. A
very sway-backed person, for instance, will dump this energy into the
belly and solar plexus area, causing passionate emotions. A force that
continues over a period of time may result in physical injury, stomach
disorders, or even ulcers. Obstruction in the brain causes loss of memory
and/or mental distortions.
Due
to the diverse symptoms and shortage of information about Kundalini,
the blame for improper and excessive release is commonly misplaced.
People may feel hypochondriacal with all their different aches and pains.
At times they may feel ill but not actually be ill. They may feel they
do not have long to live, but at the same time feel perfectly all right.
Confusion is rampant when unrehearsed people experience unwarranted
Kundalini release. On woman, under a doctor's care, found she had symptoms
of cancer, diabetes and heart problem, as well as other problems, in
a two year span; the symptoms later vanished on its own as the purification
continued. Today she is a gifted trance reader. Another woman was sick
for twenty-one years, during which time she was under the care of doctors,
who finally told her they could not find her trouble and there was nothing
more they knew to do for her. But when the Kundalini finished its work,
she found that spiritual curing energies could flow through her hands.
Misunderstandings can slow down the purification process and add years
of concern and troubles. Cold chills or hot flashes comparable to those
experienced during menopause may come and go, as may psychic gifts.
Change
of moods, attitudes and dietary, colour and style preferences are common.
Some people will experience schizophrenic symptoms as the Kundalini
releases energy from strong but unintegrated past-life personalities;
it may be that there was little relationship between the soul and the
personality and the personality remained separate, to be integrated
during another life. Kundalini will seek to cleanse all locked-in memories,
whether physical, emotional or mental, whether of traumatic or ecstatic
events. Instinctively or through meditations, people can relieve experiences
from childhood or past lives. Power trips, mysterious anger, base or
distorted sexual fantasies or feelings these are all part of personal
demons, secreted away only to be brought to light by the cleansing of
the Kundalini. It helps not to be frightened to face the memories sheltered
within. When all blocks are released, the Kundalini flows through unrestrained,
polishing the cells and thus allowing the prana or divine and universal
energy to come into the system in pure, strong form.